Most
people aren't very surprised when they find out I have ADD.
It
probably (and hopefully) answers most of their questions as to why I am
the way I am. I'm a tad out-going, think differently than almost
everyone else I know, I'm a little unfiltered, and a bit talkative.
And
do you know what? I thank God everyday that He made me this way.
Because of my having ADD, I get to do what I like to do more than
anything else in the world.
WRITE.
WRITE.
I
started taking the medication for ADD when I was seventeen years old
and a junior in high school. It's true, I needed it pretty badly. I
would never would have made it into college, let alone graduate from
college, without it. It's rather unfortunate that I didn't learn much in
school (like grammar and punctuation--I apologize now for any mistakes
you might find in my comma placements!), as I was just scraping by
before my junior year, getting my only good grades in the classes or
subjects that had anything to do with Art or Creative Writing. But I
suppose God had a specific reason for that too. I was also seventeen
when I became a Christian, which was the true reason I ended up going to
college and majoring in Christian Education.
I stopped taking the medication about thirteen years later. You'd think the medication prescribed to help me pay attention would help me focus on writing a book, right? But alas, no. It did the very opposite. I hadn't thought much about writing at all during those years because I was so entirely focused on everything else. When I did finally stop taking the medication, I realized that it was what had been blocking so much of what any writer needs most! My ability to think outside of what was going on in front of me was literally shut off for all those years. All along, I'd remembered how I had once LOVED writing from as far back as I could remember. It was after reading books like Gone With The Wind by Margaret Mitchell and Rebecca by Daphne DuMaurier as a teenager I knew I wanted to create a book someday.
I stopped taking the medication about thirteen years later. You'd think the medication prescribed to help me pay attention would help me focus on writing a book, right? But alas, no. It did the very opposite. I hadn't thought much about writing at all during those years because I was so entirely focused on everything else. When I did finally stop taking the medication, I realized that it was what had been blocking so much of what any writer needs most! My ability to think outside of what was going on in front of me was literally shut off for all those years. All along, I'd remembered how I had once LOVED writing from as far back as I could remember. It was after reading books like Gone With The Wind by Margaret Mitchell and Rebecca by Daphne DuMaurier as a teenager I knew I wanted to create a book someday.
For
the last five and a half years I've been off the medication and
spending my time developing my voice and my brand of writing. After
figuring out how to hone my "day-dreaming" into actual stories that I
wanted to write, it didn't take me very long to figure out that this was
what I was made for. I wrote my book and got two agent offers within a
week of sending my proposals. I've completed another now, and I am on my
third. It's a long waiting game to find out what's going to eventually
happen with these books, but I'm happy because I'm writing. And
truthfully, I really have never been good at anything else... because
drawing doesn't count.
It's
true, I'm a bit
scatter-brained. In everyday life, I pretty much need to be told what to
do and where to be. But I
sure can focus on what interests me... and that is brain-storming
plots and writing ultra-complex, involved love stories that teach a
multitude of spiritual life-lessons, not only to my main character
(which I write in first person point of view), but also the reader.
I'm
very much like the kitten (and yes, I love kittens and jump at the
chance to use them whenever possible) in this picture, who's, in essence
saying, "Who cares what everyone else is looking at or paying attention
to? I've already found what I love most... and it's this amazing, green
jingle ball!"
Writing
books is my amazing, green jingle ball. There's nothing in the world I
would rather be doing than paying attention to the plot of my current
Work In Progress.
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{About Dawn Crandall}
(Updated since 2012) Dawn Crandall is the author of The Hesitant Heiress (August 2014), The Bound Heart (November 2014) and The Captive Imposter (February 2015), all part of The Everstone Chronicles series from Whitaker House. A graduate of Taylor
University with a degree in Christian Education, and a former bookseller at
Barnes & Noble, Dawn didn’t begin writing until 2010 when her
husband found out about her long-buried dream of writing a book. Without a
doubt about someday becoming traditionally published, he encouraged her to quit
working in order to focus on writing. It didn’t take her long to realize that writing books was
what she was made to do. Dawn is represented by Joyce Hart of Hartline
Literary.
Apart from writing books,
Dawn is also a first-time mom to a precious little boy (born March 2014) and
also serves with her husband in a pre-marriage mentor program at their local
church in Fort Wayne, Indiana.
Dawn is a member of the
American Christian Fiction Writers, secretary for the Indiana ACFW Chapter
(Hoosier Ink), and associate member of the Great Lakes ACFW Chapter.
The Everstone Chronicles is
Dawn’s first series with Whitaker House. All three books composing the series
were semifinalists in
ACFW’s prestigious Genesis Writing Contest, the third book going on to become a
finalist in 2013.
It's great to find your place in the world, doing the very thing you were created for by God. Blessings on you as you move forward unapologetically.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing, Dawn. We're all created differently, and that is part of the joy in life. By sharing our differences, our lives become richer!
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to seeing more posts about writing from you!
Thanks Mary! I still sometimes wonder just what I'm doing! It's all so crazy! God has pretty much had TO smack me over the head repeatedly in the last 7 months to get me to recognize that YES DAWN! I MADE YOU TO BE A WRITER! NOW BELIEVE IT AND GET TO IT!
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks Rick! I look forward to sharing more. :D
Good post, Dawn.
ReplyDeleteActually, my guess would be that the kitten after the green ball is the only one without ADHD, the only one not distracted by the camera but committed to his task.
One of my favorite lines was in an episode of the Pretender where one regular character said about a second recurring character, "This is what happens when ADD goes undiagnosed." I can relate to that.
Jeff